Am I in love or wat??!!?

I am 35 and I wish this adrenalin rush would come over me again... oh, sweet youth! yes, dear darling, you are helplessly in love! take all you can out of this beautiful times, because they're gone go away and never come back. things are changing so fast now days... I really envy you for the feelings in your heart(in a good way, of course). I think I'm getting wet eyes, my soul feels deserted and my mind wonders back, to the most wonderful years of my life - school time! you should marry this guy, don't make my mistake and loose him.